gagling in the morning

Sometimes I talk to myself in front of people, giggle, get angry, feel awkward, shudder and even scare for no reason..

My sister said that I look like an autistic child when I was doing one of the list above and then my mom shooed her. She didn't mean to mock me by saying that, that I am sure. Am I really got problem in my brain? Gosh, just to think about it make me scared..

Just like when I read-or-heard-somewhere-i-forgot that people who often had a dream, had some brain-problem. And I rarely slept with no dream, even sometimes my dreams are in parts or episodes, like TV series: it would continue the next time I sleep. Boo!! It scares me so...

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